So it was a crazy morning!! I forgot about the change in local due to the softball WS, until I saw the road blocked off that morning.  So I had to come up with a route on the spot. I had the pax run to RockSpring and do 3 to 5 laps. This was the most hills I could find to run.

COT followed by BOM

Moreskin

I started the workout by sharing my pain with the pax. I am hurting very much because my son is being pulled in two different directions. Following his mom’s 4th DUI I felt his mother house wasn’t a good place for him to stay, so I pick him up and brought him to my house. For the first three weeks everything was fine and then I let him go with his step-father and Grandmother to get his bookbag for school. As soon as I went to pick him up his step father and him started in on him staying with him and going to school back in Newport. I said no and ever since than my son called me a lair and says he hates me. He says he doesn’t want to live me and my house ain’t his home. My son things I am a lair because I saying his mother drank alcohol and was drunk when she was pulled over. The police report says she was smelling of alcohol, glassy eye and unstable on her feet, but refused to take a breathalyzer. My son has been told she accidentally took a sleeping pill and that is the reason everything happened. My son says I am a lair, his step-father texted him I am a lair and never trust him. Also, Bradyn’s mom is calling him from rehab and saying the same things about me.

I have never had issues with my son like this and knowing the truth it hurt me to my soul. I didn’t sleep the night before I Q runstrong and thought about not coming. I know if I told everyone why I didn’t come everyone would understand, but I could of stay home and felt sorry for myself or go to the workout and feel love from my brothers. I felt a lot of love that morning and was very thankful for my brother. I wish I could say things are better, but they are not and I know I have a long hard road ahead of me. Please if you are hurting know you can lend on your brothers.